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So, I'm now 29 years old. Whee... I was born on January 7, 1976, at 12:59PM CST. Here we are, nearly three decades later, and I have to wonder what I can say I've done with life. Oh, I've been up for most of the day, and that's part of why I'm feeling so cynical, so negative, right now.
I never talked to M today. Oh, we traded some messages on the forums, but that's it. No matter, though. I am feeling better and better, and recognize that I need to put some distance between the two of us, so that I can finish healing. She seems to be doing fine, except for random things going on in her life that aren't related to me, and over which I have no control.
I bought myself a bunch of stuff today. I never get presents for my birthday. *shrugs* That's life. I picked up Complete Adventurer for D&D, and it is awesome. I am going to order a *good* telescope later on, because that is something I've always wanted. I'm just trying to decide whether to get one on an equatorial mount (so the telescope can track things across the sky), or a dobsonian (it's like the typical mount you see in department stores, but it more of a cradle that the scope sits in, insteaad of something that holds the scope). I also picked up "40 Days and 40 Nights", "Jersey Girl", "Garden State", and the unrated extended cut of Underworld. Lots of movies.. Hehe..
*phone rings, and for some reason, I answer it*
MEIMEI JUST CALLED ME, AND SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! *hugs* Thank you, Meimei.. You just made my day!!!! I was going to mention your LJ post, among others, that wished me a Happy Birthday, and how much I appreciated being remembered, but what you did goes beyond that so far that mere words cannot relay how much that means to me.
It's REALLY late now, and I'm exhausted. Suffice to say, my mood is better than it was when I began this post, I'm much sleepier, and I am going to sleep in for real this time.
I never talked to M today. Oh, we traded some messages on the forums, but that's it. No matter, though. I am feeling better and better, and recognize that I need to put some distance between the two of us, so that I can finish healing. She seems to be doing fine, except for random things going on in her life that aren't related to me, and over which I have no control.
I bought myself a bunch of stuff today. I never get presents for my birthday. *shrugs* That's life. I picked up Complete Adventurer for D&D, and it is awesome. I am going to order a *good* telescope later on, because that is something I've always wanted. I'm just trying to decide whether to get one on an equatorial mount (so the telescope can track things across the sky), or a dobsonian (it's like the typical mount you see in department stores, but it more of a cradle that the scope sits in, insteaad of something that holds the scope). I also picked up "40 Days and 40 Nights", "Jersey Girl", "Garden State", and the unrated extended cut of Underworld. Lots of movies.. Hehe..
*phone rings, and for some reason, I answer it*
MEIMEI JUST CALLED ME, AND SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! *hugs* Thank you, Meimei.. You just made my day!!!! I was going to mention your LJ post, among others, that wished me a Happy Birthday, and how much I appreciated being remembered, but what you did goes beyond that so far that mere words cannot relay how much that means to me.
It's REALLY late now, and I'm exhausted. Suffice to say, my mood is better than it was when I began this post, I'm much sleepier, and I am going to sleep in for real this time.
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