Things are never easy

Today, I learned that the lady in whom I'm interested is a devout Christian. This isn't problem per se, but given my less-than-Christian mindset in the last year, I wonder if I could even make it to a date, let alone something more.

I've been something of a skeptic my whole life. I remember being in elementary school, and questioning things I'd heard in church, before I even quit going to church regularly. Back then, I couldn't get answers to my questions, because you just didn't ask those kinds of questions.

So, here I am, deeply infatuated with a girl who accepts as given those very things I've always questioned. Will she change my worldview? Will I change hers? Am I wasting my time, because she won't waste time on a non-believer? Something tells me I should try anyway, because you never know, but something also tells me I'm chasing a dream (or, at least, something as intangible as one).

Anyway, to bed I go.